It feels like forever ever since I last written anything here… There’s actually so much to write and talk about, but I hardly bother to “pen”( actually it’s more like type) it down. Today’s 14th Sep 2011, exactly 60days to my Wedding.. many small little things have started to surface and things are all pending to be done. On top of it, having to juggle between 2 job scope at office now, aren’t easy for a person like me who’s not good at handling stress.
It was yesterday that the “volcano” erupted, ya.. that = to my temper. I flare at my best friend for being insensitive to my choices of dresses. I don’t know if it is consider such a big deal afterall, but I guess every small little things add up together and that was kind of like a final blow to everything… Been receiving really nasty comments from close friends… saying I’m fat and my wedding photos are not that nice and what-so-ever.. It actually really hurts , I tried comforting myself that it’s all but just me being too sensitive. But it does not help~
But I guess things are not that bad after-all.. had a talk with a few close cousins and my siblings last night.. ya we had a gathering and went “food hunting” in Geylang.. I think we ate a bit too much.. huhu. We’re like monsters.. Anyway I received a really comforting message from my sister today, she offer to paid for my tailor made Evening Gown, which is gonna be like n estimation of S$1K. Was near to tears and really emotional as i’m typing this. I feel a sense of comfort and warmth.
Some might think that , it’s only 1K, so why am I being so stingy on such expenses since wedding is a Once in a lifetime affairs. But wedding, no matter how simple it might look, requires a lot of planning, organizing, work and of Lots of $$.. so I’ve to keep on emphasizing to a couple of my friends that “Every Single Dollars Count”. Many small amounts add up to a huge scary figure that is bursting my bank account. And my new flat’s coming in a few months after the wedding, I gotta plan further than just the wedding itself.. I’m not being stingy, I’m just trying to be logical.
Not gonna drill in the details~~ All I want to remind myself, and anyone who read this~~ FAMILY is the MOST Important People in our Lives~~ Cherish, Cherish and Cherish
